Catch up on my life

So it has been quite some time since I have been on here. Oh man so much has happened it's crazy! I think that the last time I was on here I was married...well not anymore. When we split I moved to my moms and he moved to his. I never really thought I meant too much to him and this just proved it. I spent months begging, pleading, crying, just trying to get him to work it out...and his answer was no. Some parts of this I will leave out because it makes him look really bad and I don't like doing that. It was so cramped at my moms with 7 people living in a two bedroom house. I thought my step-dad was going to go nuts...bless his heart! So after feeling like my heart had utterly shattered he came along.... Let me back up a tad bit. I received a phone call from my cousin who ask if I wanted to meet this guy. I told her I was good. She told me all about him. He was a good guy, he had kids, and he wife had passed away. I played it safe and told her to have him hit me up on facebook. He sent me a request fairly quickly and of course I approved it. We began talking through facebook. He told me about his kids, his ex, and the things that he had been through. Finally the day came that I had taken as much of my ex that I possibly could. I told him what was going on and when I did he said "hey come to where I am, I would love to meet you". To this point I had avoided and avoided but it was so cute that he sent me directions to where he was. So...I took a deep breath and off I drove. I ended up in Illinois!! That's freaking crazy!!! I wasn't disappointed. He basically picked me up when I got out of the car. The next morning when he left and went to work I left heading back home. I use my GPS and I swear if an hour later I am right back at the hotel. I have no clue how it happened. I stayed another day. I know, that is crazy but it felt so right. The next morning he was leaving to head back to Kentucky. He asked if he could come back with me and of course I said yes. That was such an amazing trip. We basically made a day out of it. My life changed so much from that point on....