A Revelation

You know the further you go through life the more you realize that life is full of ups and downs and twists and turns. It's like a game...you have to strategically plan on what move your going to make next so that you don't get beat. Now from the beginning of time men have ruled women. In the nomadic times women weren't allowed to do anything but keep what home they had. The men did the rest. Later in history women took those rights they lost back by burning their bras... great move I guess. Now we went through all of this because Eve dumb hind end ate that stupid apple! Dang temptation will get you ever freaking time! Haha. The only good part that came out of that was our ability to give birth which might I say is beautiful however hurts like a mother humper! The one thing most women forget myself included is that everyone holds the key to their own happiness not someone else. I have forgotten how to be in control of my own life. Anyone who has ever known me knows that I have always been a strong, independant, educated, strong willed, stubborn women but unfortunately over the years I have forgotten all of that. Over the revelation I have had from the past few days I have been reminded of that which I have to say has been a great feeling! I HATE depending on others for anything!!! Well it's time to grab life by the horns and move on. First order of business..a job, education, etc. I don't need anyone but I would prefer to have someone. I think that makes sense! If it doesn't it did to me!! lol. Look the key to everything is knowing that you hold your own fate in your hands. Your husband doesn't hold it, your boyfriend doesn't hold it, etc. With that being said I look forward to seeing what genius things I do in the future because as smart as I am anything is possible. hahaha!!